I have pain all over the body and no one will prescribe me opiates.

As the decades pass do you know what that's called? Torture. (And because I have pain and can only lay down this is being written for me through technology, so is eating, breathing, going to the bathroom, just about everything, sleeping as well.)

I'll wait the 30 minutes to post this.

I have a tension headache by the way. And I've had a tension headache for the past decade and a half. I didn't know what it was called, though.

I found a new med... excedrin, hopefully there's something in it that helps.

There's also a video... Ingenious inventions, where they display this cable. But no one says to change the metal on it.

"The entire country is brain-dead and this book will be banned eventually."

Actually razors in Bulgaria, based on our poverty, were probably made of iron, so forget what I said.

Dot dot dot.

For what it's worth, Lara or whoever is making the fake internet work... it needs to be used by one person, once, to work. The previous post. Not 10,000 poor people. I wouldn't say fire if there's no fire. To explain.

For what it's worth. I'm partially glad the internet is fake, because someone could have malicious intent towards me.

There is no love between men and women on earth, including the person I fell in love with when I heard her song during infancy.

Sometimes that love faded.

"Turning the heat up" is only good, after pain, if you feel really cold before. My tea warmed my hands. Tea is generally hotter than coffee. It also cools slower. The hottest is a boullion cube in boiling hot water.

In Bulgaria.

I approached a man walking by near our building.

A bit of backstory to this: Back when there was a different political system, the people living in groups of buildings, or "Blocks" were almost all familiar with eachother, so we continued being friends through elderly family from past generation, you know you're not just talking to a complete stranger who might do something wrong, the families know eachother, especially the neighbors. I feel I have to say that because of some of my speeches about Bulgaria being confusing.

Anyway I asked him if there are belts in heaven. And he just stood there and said "You just filled in the missing piece of a theory I have been working on."

That was our first discussion. :)

I wouldn't say fire if there's no fire.

What can one fully developed intelligent adult and a four year old young person with leadership qualities do?

To explain my Valentine's day card which Tom can hopefully restore...

When I was young my mother asked me what I would tell a woman that I loved.

I answered that I would say "Tell me your greatest memories until you have so many repetitions of good memories that you don't have any bad memories left so that I can tell you that I care about and love you for everything that you are and have been throughout your entire life."

She said I sound like a Spanish person because the country is famous for romance.

It's private, about romance, but it was really great. :)

When I was somewhere around 4 in Bulgaria I decided I would humble myself by working.

I went outside near a store. I saw a broom and one of those things used to collect dust.

I decided to sweep in front of the store and two people nearby placed a camera the second time I did that.

I told them that "I didn't [ask] for payment from this person who owns the store. I want to buy coffee for my family. I work for myself, by helping the people."

I went inside and got my coffee packet after. They cost 33 cents in Bulgaria at the time. Me and my mother shared it.

The first time the store owner noticed what I was doing and that's how we became friends.

Anyway the two bald people in Bulgaria probably have that speech on video. I don't really know how many people have seen it.

If there's one thing I can teach the world from my memory in Bulgaria during youth it is the following.

I can say it in one sentence.

Speed up slowly.

When we are kids we do intelligent things slowly. When we become adults and we work we try to work quickly.

What people don't realize is that this leads to mistakes.

Work quickly by doing it slow.

If you have a profession that needs more mental work than physical this is redundant, but could be important if you work in some place like construction.

I assure you, we should get our work done for those people working but, for example...

When a person needs to lift a bucket of cement and transport it to the next floor, it can be pulled fast, but it's important to take a moment to secure the rope to it.

Rarely in the 90's I've seen that some of the cement spills out.

I actually asked a person, because I was thinking architecturally...

Why not put a lid on it before you wrap the rope around the handle?

He smiled.

During the moment that you secure the bucket to the rope, by slowing down your body movement, your brain takes over and starts thinking more than it did before. I'm sure there are better examples.

The only thing I can say aside from all this is, for those of you who like to work fast... if you secure the bucket better, maybe you have the freedom to pull the rope faster?

The internet says that green tea is good for bone health. Does this mean that green tea cream rubbed on the skin is also good for bone health?

Hello everyone.

I am no stranger here and I remember publishing a free cookbook on the internet years ago. I had taken a medication called sinostol during my childhood which helped me think about food and how to cook when I was a teenager.

I re-published it, this time it's a bit empty because I can't have something that adults need, but it has most of its wholeness in it.

The original, because I don't think a teenager is allowed to make money, was free. However I have raised the price to 3 dollars.

You can find it here. It's available on kindle.

https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0CW1M59WZ

The only reason I post this is because unlike all other cookbooks which are just recipes... this is fully theoretical.

I wish I could've written the whole thing again, and I honestly don't know what happened to that version of the internet.

Maybe we're just on a different fictional version of the internet, and everyone is actually isolated, then again I don't know.

If you want to learn to be a better cook in theory I highly recommend it.