Before my father hit me, when I was much younger, he showed me our balcony.

I was thinking clearly and I said that I'm glad we have this.

There are people outside, sometimes cars. We feel like we are a part of the group because we can see the outside while we are at home. We are both inside our apartment and outside so I think it's an important space for buildings to have. But we were on either the third or fourth floor. If we were on the first like we are now it would be better.

We discussed drinks and I said "I think I found a new use for wine." When it's the beginning of summer people can have a glass of white wine, before it gets too hot. It warms you and you sweat less when it's get warmer. You have to do laundry less often. We're warm-blooded. I studied that later but he explained it. I said that I think this has to do with homeostatis, but it doesn't work both ways, because we're warm-blooded. No one can survive cold temperatures without something, clothes and a heat source, but for example when we drink a hot coffee in winter to warm from the inside, it doesn't make our bodies cool themselves. We continue staying warm, the coffee simply becomes a less hot temperature inside of us until it matches the temperature of our bodies.

I don't know how far this memory went. I saw a woman in her front porch with a glass of white wine a few summers ago.

During my youth we sat on the balcony again and he said "kakfo moje da go rasipe?" [What could ruin this?]

I replied that I think it has to do with food. Our diet. Maybe some people are eating the wrong foods during different seasons. Fruit is good in summer. In the winter it would be meat. It's cold on the truck, so it stays fresh. I get that we need a balanced diet, but maybe when people originally thought this up they meant during our lifetime, not with every meal we eat daily. Just changing to something different from time to time. The same food groups for a few weeks, aside from sugar, salt, and animal fat, are fine. But you should always make sure to put different things in your routine during meals during the year.

He said this is a very new way of thinking.

We talked some more. If someone drinks a glass of white wine beginning summer, they get hotter, later on they feel less hot during summer. If someone drinks a hot coffee they cool off... this one, because it's not from being heated from chemicals but from the pure temperature of your coffee is easier to notice early, a few hours after you drank that coffee.

Sometimes summer is difficult, and people need cold water. Sometimes other seasons aside from winter when you feel thirsty you shouldn't drink something hot, because you feel discomfort. You need water. And it needs to be room temp, cold even except during winter.

During summer, there is something that proved my theory. A person drank something cold. They need it and if in need it's always good to consume what your body is telling you to. So they drank a cold soda. They feel better, but they sweat shortly after.

We continued speaking.

People have favorite foods. How often do you eat your favorite food? It's your favorite. Why don't you always choose it? It could be something complex or simple. Your body is telling your brain... after memories of eating various foods... "I need this vitamin, or I need this nutrient. You have to eat this. It's important for me to have this." And then the person buys it at a grocery store and consumes it, or cooks it beforehand if it needs to be prepared as a dish.

This was our whole conversation which lasted during a few days.

I was growing, since I was in my youth, I had freedom to think in ways that many people don't, aside from young people.

Young people don't know many things about the world but we can create new things. Sometimes people may have made these things before.

There are medical books. "Alcohol heats you, what it's really doing is cooling you." Maybe they meant that it does in fact make you feel warmer, but your body tries to change the effect. It's un-natural. Through a chemical. So in reality it cools you.

This isn't as fancy as thinking up something which could make money. Romantic technology. But it is what it is. I guess I could say that if you want a new viewpoint on something, the only thing you need to do is ask your children during their youth. Especially if you have never harmed them, because we're really thinking. And we speak in simple words, I heard her beautiful song. My first language was surprisingly english, even though I didn't know many of the words. I was learning Bulgarian. So I spoke simply.

I heard her song while still in my mother's womb. Maybe it made me intelligent. Maybe not. I don't really know.

After we're hit we question things we made, but our brains are harmed from the hit, so we make mistakes. We critique what we've said/discussed, but it was said perfectly the first time we said it.

"I want to make romantic technology you can use to look at a woman's body by rolling your eyes so that you don't see her shape that removes lust from relationships." Before he hit me he said that I'm very romantic. This explained the general thing I thought up. He hit me, but before that I asked either him or my mother "Romantic technology... how much money could this make?"

I wouldn't say fire if there's no fire. I don't think someone should be imprisoned or harmed for sharing a normal memory of their childhood. Many people mature a few years faster than others during their youth and I don't mean towards things that aren't normal.

Aside from that. Maybe eating the wrong foods during different seasons causes acne. This was my childhood theory, the last thing I told him. If it's hot. If it's cold.