Originally when my father hit me I told him I don't think money is important, because it can't remove pain [That happened in the past from existance.] 

After accessing the real internet which I have the right to at age 33, my fake mother turned off the electricity, and now she's going to make up a reason to illegally imprison me in a clinic, again, probably while I'm showering. She's paying for internet, I understand that. I'm going to move on by finding an apartment in nycha or somewhere, because I'm on medicaid and social security, and I have the right to do that. I wouldn't say fire if there's no fire. I have the right to freedom of communication based on freedom of speech, at least I should if I were not being experimented on. I can guess exactly what will happen, someone will break into the apartment and break my computer, but at least I will remove a person who wants to harm me based on her suggestions. I wouldn't say fire if there's no fire, and she probably edited the post while I was outside, my fake tech eyes can't see the edit. To cause pain, in order to incriminate by causing pain. Fortunately I read a book that someone had left before we rented one of our first apartments, which no one should read. "The entire country is brain-dead and this book will be banned eventually."

I think that reading is beneficial for most people, and I've developed a very unique opinion on the kinds of books that tell us stories. When people read in order to write their own material... I think books are generally bad, because it makes you copy what you read into your own writing.

They should be used to learn from other people's mistakes during their lives, through reading about negative experiences that the person had, and also to learn how to make a better life by the way they were able to solve problems. When I was young me and my father talked and I explained this to him.

He said that people would not allow me to read many personal stories during my life. I didn't understand it for some reason.

I mean why would people want others to make the same mistakes that they did in the past?? That's incredibly obtuse.

Before I came to the US my parents took me to a school, it was only one lecture where a professor would ask us questions and see what we say; a free-form lecture.

At one point I said "I believe everyone has the right to eat food."

When I was a child, before coming to the US, I said something in Bulgaria while speaking with my father, my mother was somewhere at work at the time, she was a teacher in mathematics.

Anyway I told him that "People need people."

Later on my mother arrived and I told her the same thing, though she probably doesn't remember and asked my parents "Do you think of someone said this on television that there would be less crime in Bulgaria?" My mother replied in Bulgarian "mnogo" which translated into english means "A lot [less crime]."

After that I told my father maybe he could contact some friends he has if he knows someone who works for tv broadcast at the time, and for a moment between the rainbow lines that show nothing is being broadcasted someone, without saying my name, had put a painting on TV and spoke without anyone being visible on screen, he said "Hora imat nushda ot hora." (People need people.)

The painting was mostly black color, with some dark blue, white, and gray clouds at the top half of the screen. The bottom of the painting was too dark to make out anything, as if it were nighttime and no one can see where they are.

I don't know exactly why they chose this painting to appear while someone says the words, an adult male with a deep voice, and it was only broadcasted once. Many people were at work during those hours, so I guess only young children at the age before school starts and their mother, or grandparents taking care of them saw it.

Somehow I think it reduced crime in Bulgaria during the 90's.

Obviously I'm not in a good mood or enjoyable state to write this accurately, grammar and spelling and syntax, so feel free to edit it the way I saw the other speeches edited on another person's internet in Bulgaria. I tried writing it.

When I was young, as I had absolutely no experience with many things, someone asked me on forums what the greatest thing you can take before physical activity is. I only typed one word, and explained it in my next post. Coffee. The explanation was that if your heart rate is already faster from one large coffee... it works in a smooth rhythm of consistency, and when someone hikes or walks fast or lift something, their heart rate maintains a balanced evenness. That the brain doesn't need to send signals for the heart to work faster or slower. Your coffee did it for you. It also gives you a relaxing feeling from combining being awake with physical activity which wakes you more, and the ability to think well from coffee, since it gives everyone that.

As I grew older, and I'm 33 right now, I've had second thoughts. It would be strong mints or valerian pre-workout, to relax you as much as possible before physical activity, so that it doesn't increase your heart rate as much, plus from relaxation from the single valerian, mint over the counter bonbon, or combining both. You don't feel a high later from hiking up the mountain paths, the way you would with coffee, but it's healthier for you and increases lifespan so that everyone who does this lives to a much older age than with having some coffee during your youth. I don't know if my thought process during my youth or this thought process is greater, I have no idea. When someone is newer they don't know how to think, because they aren't used to things [in the world for example] they need more time to catch up to someone older. However whether a young or older person makes something new, a concept, everyone is thinking about it, and as it's new for them they can make greater things from it.

When I was young it took my parents effort to raise me. I was a baby. There was no way I could clean myself and in a few years when I stood up for the first time at age 3 I told my father and mother that I would clean them if they grow too old to... You know. (Because they cleaned me.)

While I'm in Bulgaria for a few more days and I've been using the internet I notice that my stuff is easier to read. I guess that as long as people are actually able to read my stuff I don't mind most of the edits. It looks clearer and as long as the content is the same at least people have an easier time reading it. I saw mild censorship in some things but as long as it's around the same content and nothing removed even if tweaked for Grammer or whatever I'm greatful that this isn't really a mess.

When I was a child there were a lot of bees in Bulgaria. Since I had been hit I realized that maybe I could find a girlfriend later on as an adult through beauty because pain lowers intellect. I went outside and bit into a red rose that had not bloomed yet. To my surprise a teenage queen bee had laid an egg inside of it somehow and my teeth accidentally bit into the bee's body. It was the first time someone had ate a bee by accident.

Later on people wrote that you are what you eat. This is not the case. You become something it avoids. In my case for about 20 years I gained my wings... I felt like an eagle and before the smell that forms in the eagles body wore off... no bees stung me. I have to put a disclaimer: that plants and flowers were meant to be used for sustenance.

I don't think I would make a good architecture teacher however I spoke to my father about the first exercise I would do.

Have everyone in our class draw a line and then ask one of the students the following: "Each of you drew a line. What's special about your line? How does it stand out? How is it different from all the other student's lines?"

Then I would show them a line that I drew before and say "This line is parallel to the page. It is drawn in the middle. It's ends are an even distance from the top and bottom of the page. I measured it. It took 8 minutes to draw."